Stupido Driver

I quite like this word - Stupido. CL "introduced" this word when she always curses using this, and I thought it was rather cute. When you curse, it still does look cute good.

Anyway today I had a row with DB. He blared like he had never before - which I thought it was good and healthy. Healthy because rather than he keep and keep inside and ultimately it will explode one fine day, good because it makes me realise his true blue colours of hatred and angst and all that jazz. Maybe Gee should also help register him for anger management classes.

I also hate myself for being emotional and crying - I think if I was not so cry-y I would have been a better person and retorted him in a rational way that he would of course be so pissed. And I would not need to stomach so much of this. He always think he is the one who is giving way, I think I have never seen a woman like me so super 没用，连撒点娇都有人不能忍受，最后还给人吃。

I think it is so strange, you asked me, can you tell me how you feel now? When I said, you not happy and shout at me. 搞什么飞机嘛！！！

其实我可以在这里那么安心即75%坦白地倾诉这一番话是因为我很有把握他根本没这个心思去读这里的文字。对他来说，博客是浪费时间的玩意儿，要说真心话直接对当事人说不是好了吗？拜托吧！如果这世界可以那么黑白的话，北京西藏的问题会带来全世界的愤怒吗？？用脚想都可以想到。。。用中文写他更加读不懂。其实哪怕他读，让他知道我这番思路也好！！但是最后，他读的可能性只有0.05%,因为他根本就不在乎我想什么嘛！

所以我很希望神给以赐给我在心情忐忑、悲伤、愤怒的时候，可以心平气和地和别人理论，那我就不用担心他每当生气的凶神恶煞的死人态度。看了都令人觉得恶心万分！！！

既然可以把不相关的成年往事全都搬出来讲，更令人恶心的是把这些旧事和现在的状况做比较，一起讲！！！

Never even appreciate the fact I bought the present for the kid, wrap the present for the wife... No wonder our gahmen say that Singaporeans are complacent!!! This is one key example lah! @!@#$%...