I quite like this word - Stupido. CL "introduced" this word when she always curses using this, and I thought it was rather cute. When you curse, it still does look cute good.
Anyway today I had a row with DB. He blared like he had never before - which I thought it was good and healthy. Healthy because rather than he keep and keep inside and ultimately it will explode one fine day, good because it makes me realise his true blue colours of hatred and angst and all that jazz. Maybe Gee should also help register him for anger management classes.
I also hate myself for being emotional and crying - I think if I was not so cry-y I would have been a better person and retorted him in a rational way that he would of course be so pissed. And I would not need to stomach so much of this. He always think he is the one who is giving way, I think I have never seen a woman like me so super 没用，连撒点娇都有人不能忍受，最后还给人吃。
I think it is so strange, you asked me, can you tell me how you feel now? When I said, you not happy and shout at me. 搞什么飞机嘛！！！
其实我可以在这里那么安心即75%坦白地倾诉这一番话是因为我很有把握他根本没这个心思去读这里的文字。对他来说，博客是浪费时间的玩意儿，要说真心话直接对当事人说不是好了吗？拜托吧！如果这世界可以那么黑白的话，北京西藏的问题会带来全世界的愤怒吗？？用脚想都可以想到。。。用中文写他更加读不懂。其实哪怕他读，让他知道我这番思路也好！！但是最后，他读的可能性只有0.05%,因为他根本就不在乎我想什么嘛！
所以我很希望神给以赐给我在心情忐忑、悲伤、愤怒的时候，可以心平气和地和别人理论，那我就不用担心他每当生气的凶神恶煞的死人态度。看了都令人觉得恶心万分！！！
既然可以把不相关的成年往事全都搬出来讲，更令人恶心的是把这些旧事和现在的状况做比较，一起讲！！！
Never even appreciate the fact I bought the present for the kid, wrap the present for the wife... No wonder our gahmen say that Singaporeans are complacent!!! This is one key example lah! @!@#$%...
April 26, 2008
Good Times, Great Taste...with Ah Gee!
Yesterday Gee and I had a good sisterly time together :D both of us took leave to have lunch, see TCM master Tan Bee Gaw, collected cake and have dinner together. That's because it is Gee's birthday! Even Clara mentioned, wah eh you so close with your sister ah, take leave to spend time with her, that's so sweet. Aiyah I told her, well I only have 1 sister mah. Think she was sort of touched after hearing that. As I always think and said, 做姐妹的事，（有可能）是有今生、沒來世。爲何不珍惜這份緣分對嗎？
I think whatever I wanted to write Gee already written in her blog :P sorry Gee, you know I try to take the easy way out...hahahahah. So can you all please refer to Gee's blog :p
Before we proceeded to Everspring Clinic where 神医陈美娥practises, we were stalled by the hair accessory kiosk at Novena Square... So shiok, never expect I can be there during office hours playing with hair accessories! hahahahah...anyway the salesgirl had a painful time teaching me how to tie my hair into a bun with this new clip.... and when I saw Gee looking at her with full concentration I know this is going to be yet another joke of the year - Smarty pants AK fails to tie her ribbons/strings once again. Eventually I came round to tie into a bun :D see below pls...
But what I thought was interesting was my experience with Dr Tan Bee Gaw :) She is not only extremely competent with what she does, but is also a very sharp person. After reporting my boss' name she also seems to see me in a different but positive light. Thanks PW :D I think your credibility has rubbed off to me and produced the "halo effect" on me :D
She was able to tell me which cervical disc was my problem and straight away gave me the treatment... Though I must say that is a damn long wait man! There are 2 waiting areas, one main one and the other one is just outside her consult room... The tuina areas are also a bit like sweat shops, if I am not wrong it is about 6 beds in one small room, looks quite scary. But what to do, when one is famous, people don't care if it is sweat shop, sweat a lot or whatever...
So as she told me which disc was causing the problem, I was impressed cos the stupido SGH doctor just told me the diagnosis of the problem, never even tell me how to interpret or whatever...Dr Tan Bee Gaw mentioned I must do tuina and acunpuncture to start off the treatment, and she didn't blink an eyelid when she said that (not that she needed to also la)... I blurted 但是我还没有心里准备哩。。。She retorted - 来到这里哪里有什么没有心里准备的！！ :S scary....within 5 minutes I was scooted off to a private room (Thanks PW once again :p) and then she told me to pull up my blouse and there goes the needles! Total of 6 needles just go one after another, like some olden martial arts film...In this very instance only Mark Lee's character in the ah long film can summarise my feelings...又快、又准、又美喔！It was rather scary...Then came the cupping... yikes there was one that cup that almost burned my skin but still the master was very good.
Consult + tuina + acupuncture + medicine = S$60而已喔！是不是比那个死人SGH医生好呢？！！Excuse my behaviour towards "family members" but I have no choice when I am in the consumer's position...
Anyway fortunately Gee was not pissed even having to wait for 2 hours for me... And of course there was the shining star Mr Porn who appeared and all was forgiven...hahahahh.
We went to Fat Wengs once again and birthday cake was durian cake from Jane's...Kudos to FD who suggested for this, if not I would have gotten something from Pine's once again.
Anyway would reader(s) out there (I put the bracket behind because I am really uncertain I will have more than 1 reader for my blog!) please pardon my text-heavy, picture-lacking blog because the process of loading pics at my PC is just too troublesome...But here's one for Gee that I think she will like it...cos always it is her taking photos for me blowing candles, doubt she has one for herself...
I think it is a blessing in disguise that the face was blurred...it was never intentional but at least I helped kept the identity of Gee.... aiyah she always say nobody will recognise....like real :p
I think whatever I wanted to write Gee already written in her blog :P sorry Gee, you know I try to take the easy way out...hahahahah. So can you all please refer to Gee's blog :p
Before we proceeded to Everspring Clinic where 神医陈美娥practises, we were stalled by the hair accessory kiosk at Novena Square... So shiok, never expect I can be there during office hours playing with hair accessories! hahahahah...anyway the salesgirl had a painful time teaching me how to tie my hair into a bun with this new clip.... and when I saw Gee looking at her with full concentration I know this is going to be yet another joke of the year - Smarty pants AK fails to tie her ribbons/strings once again. Eventually I came round to tie into a bun :D see below pls...
But what I thought was interesting was my experience with Dr Tan Bee Gaw :) She is not only extremely competent with what she does, but is also a very sharp person. After reporting my boss' name she also seems to see me in a different but positive light. Thanks PW :D I think your credibility has rubbed off to me and produced the "halo effect" on me :D
She was able to tell me which cervical disc was my problem and straight away gave me the treatment... Though I must say that is a damn long wait man! There are 2 waiting areas, one main one and the other one is just outside her consult room... The tuina areas are also a bit like sweat shops, if I am not wrong it is about 6 beds in one small room, looks quite scary. But what to do, when one is famous, people don't care if it is sweat shop, sweat a lot or whatever...
So as she told me which disc was causing the problem, I was impressed cos the stupido SGH doctor just told me the diagnosis of the problem, never even tell me how to interpret or whatever...Dr Tan Bee Gaw mentioned I must do tuina and acunpuncture to start off the treatment, and she didn't blink an eyelid when she said that (not that she needed to also la)... I blurted 但是我还没有心里准备哩。。。She retorted - 来到这里哪里有什么没有心里准备的！！ :S scary....within 5 minutes I was scooted off to a private room (Thanks PW once again :p) and then she told me to pull up my blouse and there goes the needles! Total of 6 needles just go one after another, like some olden martial arts film...In this very instance only Mark Lee's character in the ah long film can summarise my feelings...又快、又准、又美喔！It was rather scary...Then came the cupping... yikes there was one that cup that almost burned my skin but still the master was very good.
Consult + tuina + acupuncture + medicine = S$60而已喔！是不是比那个死人SGH医生好呢？！！Excuse my behaviour towards "family members" but I have no choice when I am in the consumer's position...
Anyway fortunately Gee was not pissed even having to wait for 2 hours for me... And of course there was the shining star Mr Porn who appeared and all was forgiven...hahahahh.
We went to Fat Wengs once again and birthday cake was durian cake from Jane's...Kudos to FD who suggested for this, if not I would have gotten something from Pine's once again.
Anyway would reader(s) out there (I put the bracket behind because I am really uncertain I will have more than 1 reader for my blog!) please pardon my text-heavy, picture-lacking blog because the process of loading pics at my PC is just too troublesome...But here's one for Gee that I think she will like it...cos always it is her taking photos for me blowing candles, doubt she has one for herself...
I think it is a blessing in disguise that the face was blurred...it was never intentional but at least I helped kept the identity of Gee.... aiyah she always say nobody will recognise....like real :p
April 23, 2008
My love-hate relationship with TVB
Finally a post! :P I feel guilty... I know my sister will chide me for not being committed to my blog but what to do...As you read in my previous post I was promoted and hence that equals more responsibility...
Anyway I am suffering from work fatigue recently, hence cyber-skiving for some pockets of the time :p I was looking at TVB Artiste Blogs and was fascinated by their blogs :p
Here is an example:
http://blog.tvb.com/kevincheng/
The comfort of reading the blogs and seeing them lead such a lala lifestyle can be sheer pleasure sometimes... But I do agree that they also have to market themselves like products..After a while they also need to re-identify with themselves, and maybe eventually lead to schizophrenia????? IMH pls stand by outpatient appt :p
Ah Gee always asks me why sometimes I so funny dont want to watch her discs must wait until TV broadcast... aiya but I can be so busy and sometimes have to dabao work to do... where can fit in to watch the discs when they can only be at my house for a period of time... But yet sometimes it can be so tempting, esp when they have such a great cast... To add on, esp when I have KC I also dont want to watch too much TV.... J4s you would know what kind of sad condition I am in...:(
But with 家好月圓 coming up I know that is a must watch man...
Ok even as I am writing this there are things piling up for me to do and yes I know, the clock is ticking.... bye bye for now.
Anyway I am suffering from work fatigue recently, hence cyber-skiving for some pockets of the time :p I was looking at TVB Artiste Blogs and was fascinated by their blogs :p
Here is an example:
http://blog.tvb.com/kevincheng/
The comfort of reading the blogs and seeing them lead such a lala lifestyle can be sheer pleasure sometimes... But I do agree that they also have to market themselves like products..After a while they also need to re-identify with themselves, and maybe eventually lead to schizophrenia????? IMH pls stand by outpatient appt :p
Ah Gee always asks me why sometimes I so funny dont want to watch her discs must wait until TV broadcast... aiya but I can be so busy and sometimes have to dabao work to do... where can fit in to watch the discs when they can only be at my house for a period of time... But yet sometimes it can be so tempting, esp when they have such a great cast... To add on, esp when I have KC I also dont want to watch too much TV.... J4s you would know what kind of sad condition I am in...:(
But with 家好月圓 coming up I know that is a must watch man...
Ok even as I am writing this there are things piling up for me to do and yes I know, the clock is ticking.... bye bye for now.
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